Off Topic

For some odd reason iv recently started to lose my edge.

if you were to look into my eyes you wouldn't see the hate, pain, and anger that you would have seen there a month ago. something is changing i don't know who, what, or why. and its bugging the hell out of me. There are no women in my life that i care especially for im not even looking for a relationship. Its depressing not even caring about sex in anyway shape or form. i have no want for it at all. and im not taking any anti-depressants so i can rule that out. i can only think that its the women that have involved themselves in my life. for what reason they have involved themselves so much i will probably never know and if i ask i would either get a random answer or random letters. but its weird i feel almost nothing for one of them in particular but i cant let her out of my sight for my personal memory reasons.