The root of the issue

Since i know what my problem is thanks to consulting my father (big shocker but it worked) and since he is a mental therapist and know all about emotion and everything that has to do with it. since words were put to my feelings i believe i can right my terrible situation. i think i might just go along with my plan. i don't like calling it my plan but in order to keep myself as detached as possible i wont call it what it really is